I've been hospitalised 3 times in the last 4-5 weeks with Hyperemesis and severe dehydration that had me constantly fainting and unable to drink or eat anything for days, from the Pregnancy. It has been so difficult on all of us and I cant ever do this again... but it is so wonderful when I get to see the little one within my belly doing so well. Still only at the beginning though.. and praying for relief.. soon! I have felt so disheartened at times.. and often overwhelmed with a deep sense of fear of the things yet to come. How am I going to cope? How is my little boy going to cope? He is finding it so difficult to suddenly lose his mummy (as I can barely show him any attention.. im in bed the majority of the time and have just come out of hospital after another 5day stay).
I'm so over being so sick & tired. I keep counting down the days til it's over... but it's just ticking by a second at a time...
12wks and 5dys pregnant.
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